Joshua got back tonight he has been gone sense Thursday to a Christian youth conference in Portland. In retrospect in is nice to have him home, yes there are days that I could strangle him but he is funny and I missed him. I am so glad he got home safely. He was impressed by a church that has an outreach for teen prostitutes, they go out with a flower tell the young lady that she is beautiful and worthwhile and their church has a rehabilation group for those wanting to get out, all they have to do is go with them like she was being picked up and they take her away. I am so glad he got to go and spend some time with other Christian teens.
While Joshua was away I got to spend some one on one time with both Nicholas and Joseph that was nice Joey spent the evening with a friend so it was just Charles, Nic and I what a weird feeling to have one child home and that it was Nic.
I went with Aathina yesterday when she had her tubal ligation I was her ride home it is amazing what surgeries are considered outpatient now we were there a total of 5 hours and she went home feeling fine and everything. She was having tears about no longer being able to have babies, I so understand those feelings of loss. Charles and I really at one time wanted a larger family we are grateful that God gave us the 3 wonderfully healthy boys we have but I always wanted to have a girl. I guess I will have daughter-in-laws. I hope and pray I can one day be a wonderful Mother-in-law to my daughters and they can respect and love me without obligation.
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